Owl city. I'm loving him right now.

Alright so I've tried not to talk about anything very personal on here..because its the world wide web and I don't want the whole world reading my thoughts...so with out getting too deep, here are some rambling I've had going through my head lately.

Been doing a lot of thinking about my relationships with others...and to put it plainly I have more patience and grace with non-believers than believers. Partly to do with my past experiences with not just believers but those in "ministry" screwing me over.(Im not saying I was perfect..because the Lord knows I was not. lol) Time and time again.

All has been forgiving. How do I know? Because whenever I see them or run into them my mood doesn't change. What happened between us no longer has a hold over me. Now granted it takes time...the first time it took waaayyy to long.(that was my fault) But after that it got a little easier. But still I dunno its like I always say..."they should friggin know better."

What happened to love? I'm not talking about being passive on things. But pick your battles. Whether its a theological issue or a personal conviction. Pick your battles.

If its the first...this is my filter. If it doesn't change the two commandments "Love the Lord your God with everything and love your neighbor as yourself." I. Dont. Care. I'm not saying I don't enjoy discussing such topics because you know I do...but what I hate is when people start judging the other and thinking less of them for their belief. At the point you are simply serving yourself.

If its the personal conviction. First thing is do. not. do. it. around. them. Thats called respect and love. (ha I so fail at this.) And if they continue to tell you what your doing is sin...and wanna cram their personal conviction on you...thats when you have the right to slap the crap out of them. Why? "because the redeemed of the Lord say "so!" (its okay to laugh. lol)

Oh you like how I'm not using any scripture to back up my belief? haha because with or without I'm still right. lol Or maybe its just because I'm lazy.

And with non-believers I just think..."well they don't know better." One because they don't have the Lord and also contrary to popular belief "common sense" is not common. That goes for everyone. Some people are just stupid. haha (I can be included in that form time to time.)

alright time to end this rambling.

12 days to go. Holy cow I'm so stinking excited.

peace